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08:16 pm
[Link] | Dear Krystal,
You have a cute______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me =________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________.
Love,
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(P.S. ______________.)
Repost this as "Dear (your name)" and see what kind of answers you get.
**Oh god, do i even wanna no what kind of answer i'm gonna get to this. lol all my friends are perves**
Current Mood:  amused
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06:29 pm
[Link] | Well, its been a long time since i wrote on here. A lot of things have happenend since the last time i wrote, but not to many of them are the kind of things i'm exactly ready to write about at this point in time.
So far moving to lasalle has been the best thing for me (health wise) but the worst thing for me socially. I never get to see anyone cause i'm in lasalle and all my friends are in windsor (sept robb), and since my school is still in windsor its hard to meet people out here (shyness aspect dont' help either). So i'm going to be looking for a job out here, it will just be easier on me, expesually when summer comes, at least that way i will get to meet some new people.
Well, my parents are both still, well them selfs. My mom is broken and literally falling apart, i feel so bad for her cause she is always in so much pain and there is nothing anyone can do about it. My dad well, he still acts like a child, even more so since i moved back in with my mom. He can't even answer my questions any more, he bitches cause i never call him, and when i do he dont' even talk to me. I was asking him questions about my prom, and he would not even answer, kept twisting it around to end up saying something bad about my mom. My brother is also becoming exactly like him, and this is very frusterating.
Another thing is i'm tired of being treated like a little kid. Everyone thinks they are better than me just because they are older or bigger than me. Even at work (well, the people i have worked with so far, with the acception of catiline, julie and jerry) all treat my like a little know nothing kid, and it really gets to me. Julie is amazing though, she tries so hard to help me and get me threw it, but its frusterating. I don't get many hours, so not many chances to learn the stuff, and i feel bad because everyone else all knows what they are doing, and they all look down on me because i do but i dont' at the same time. I swear if it wasn't for julie at that job i would go nuts. She even stayed 3 hourse later until closing the one night just to keep me company by talking to me and even though she was done work, when we got a bunch of people in, she even helped me in the kitchen making stuff (i was the only one in there basicly, jerry was working out front)....so in other words, thanks julie!
In better and more exciting news, my prom is comming up....VERY FAST!! (36 more days!!) But i can't decide if i'm excited or worried. I've been waiting for my prom for like ever, and were going to get my dress and everything this sunday.....so i'm excited. But at the same time i'm worried.....tickets go on sale on monday ($60)....and i still dont' have a date yet....I can't go alone...no way in hell, but i can't not go, i've been waiting for this for to long to let it go. What do i do? I'm not exactly part of the popular crowd in my school, and i really dont' care....but it would be nice to actually have a prom date.... :( Honestly this upsets me greatly, i'll be in a perfectly good mood, than something will remind me of prom, and i'll get all upset because it means so much to me. Does anyone have any ideas of what i can do? I was asked before by my friend Kevin, but i said no cause he wanted us to date, but i could'n cause i just dont' feel for him that way (and thats not fair to him if i date him and i dont' like him, thats just mean) and my ex bf (from back in grade 9) Brian asked me, (a while ago) but i said i didn't know, and have'n talked to him much since. So, i'm stricken dateless.....destined to go alone... :( . Any ideas anyone? If you have one please tell me cause i need to think of something....Some of my friends told me to ask certain people, i said no because i'm WAY shy, but at this point i guess that don't even matter....i just dont' wanna go alone....
...oh and just this minute i found out that my mom might have Cancer!! :( :'(
Current Mood:  lonely
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09:25 pm
[Link] | Well....prom is growing ever closer. Semi even sooner. Semi is April 21st and prom is June 9th. I've very excited for semi, i'm in grade 12 and this is the first semi that i'm actually going to. Its cool cause i'm going in a huge group of friends, and even my julie is comming! :) That makes me happy cause she helps me a lot and its gonna be so cool and so much fun to have her there with me, it means a lot. I already have my dress and all, and i must say it looks kinda hott. Prom, well i can't decide if i'm excited (like most grade 12 girls) or slightly scared. I am kind of excited, cause well, its prom duhh, its a bigg deal, expessually to girls, sept there is a major down side......its already march and i do not yet have a prom date....this scares me cause i'm afraid that i'm going to have to go alone....and that is major social suicide! Plus the last thing i want to do is go to my prom alone. I'm not all that popular, and i'm not the hottest thing so...it scares me a lot. My friend/ ex boyfriend brian asked me to his prom in like december, but i had to say no, cause we don't even talk to each other really, and he wanted me to go to his and completly miss mine...and i can not do that, i would go to a nother schools prom, but i have to go to mine. I have been looking forward to this for a long time. Now i'm just very scared that nobody is going to ask me to prom. I was cry'n like crazy earlier about it. And its not like i can just walk up to one of my single guy friends (most of my friends are guys) and ask them, cause i'm WAY to shy (i know it don't seem like it cause i talk a lot, but i'm major shy!). So now i don't know what i'm going to do! There is know way i'm missing my own prom, and there is know way that i'm going alone!!
Well, on another note, i have no school tomorrow. The literacy testing is tomorrow for all grade 10s (and anyone who never passed it the first time(s)). Well since it is going to take all morning, all the people who are either in grade 9 or have passes it (that includes me, i passed it the first time) get the morning off school. So i dont' have class until like 1pm. But i only have 2 classes in the afternoon (non-semestered school) so my mom said that there is no point of me going for only 2 classes (waist of gas) go i get the whole day off tomorrow. That will be fun because i'll get to help my mom with stuff around here and spend some time with her before she gets her surgery on thursday. YAY! NO SCHOOL!
Well....i had something else i really wanted to put, that i thought that i was ready to talk to people about....but as i went to type it, i decided that i was not yet ready so....your gonna have to bare with me and just wait until i'm ready to talk about it.
Oh, got Julie's birthday party this weekend! That should be fun. Her birthday is on Friday, but the party not until saturday night. Its cool tho cause i'm going to her house friday, and gonna be there for the intire weekend. Gonna be fun, dont' get to spend the whole weekend there.
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08:15 pm
[Link] | today sucked!
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09:09 pm
[Link] | I got a new peircing on Friday. I now have 7 (2 in the bottom of each ear, the top of my right ear, my belly, and now the left side of my nose) When i went to get it done Julie came with me (yay, i needed her there!) and so did A.J (this is before he decided to be a douch) Well, when the dude peirced it it was fine (hurt but was fine) than when he went to put the stud it (one of the spirl ones) but long story short, he could'n get it through so he had to do it agian in the same spot....it was bleeding a lot!!
P.S. thank you Julie for comming wit me!
Current Mood: busy
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08:54 pm
[Link] | Well....this really sucks, i just spent a while type'n something in here, than stupid enough i hit something and deleted it all! Smart i am. But i guess i can cut the long story short... I had the worst fucking weekend ever! One of my suposid best friends ditched me at last minute leaving me stuck until 11pm. After i went back to my dads house and realized how much of a mess that fucking house really is! Its nasty man! Anyways, on Satuday i went to the Monster Trucks in Ford Feild withmy dad, brother, uncle, my dad's friend, his wife and their 2 kids (ugly lil fuckers) it was cool, i like monster trucks (yes a girl who likes monster trucks) i got autographs and shit (we had pit passes) but omg i never realized how annoying and childish my dad, uncle and step mom are! I wanted to kill the fuckers! Than on Sunday (today) i had to work. *rolls eyes* And i don't no, my weekedn pritty much sucked major ass! For some reason, people have just been really getting on my nerves this weekend, i feel like such a bitch, but i've been so frusterated! I just hope that next week is better...i'm going to try and do what ever i can to make it better. Well, i better go for now, dam msn people wont leave me alone.
Current Mood:  frustrated
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